Now I for the first time truly feel Chiyo's pain and grief...
What had happened to her when Japan collapsed was not only that she was apart from the favorite one but also
her world built from crumbles was destroyed
her wishes as little kid
her first love
her beauty and youth
her pain and all things she endured the life for
has been gone
has been destroyed...

What I feel now is similar, some part of me has been destroyed mercilessly, I have aged, I lost my love and I lost all my dreams...

The only thing I would love to find and pray for is Albert... The one who will console my pain and heal it with unconditional love which would make me believe that I am the purest of the souls and all I have endured this life for is not void...
Oh Gods spare me one of those souls as Albert who are strong in their hearts and brave to do anything and sacrifice anything just to be the prove on this Earth that the love is a just and it never ends...