No I have lack of self-motivation. I overcomed my laziness for fitness, but it is unbelievable difficult to motivate myself to learn English. I think in my head I have so strong English-hatred frames, which adversely impact on my learning. I must ruined it, demolish from my brain and heart. But still it is difficult, because in the beginning of this year I hated English so much, that I promised myself to not have a deal with it. And moreover, I fell in love with Spanish language and Spanish-speaking countries, which seem to me lost home. And last point to not improving this language is what I actually learn Turkish. And sometimes awful thoughts that I will fail exam frighten me a lot. Oh my gosh! Now I feel myself worse than in January, though I thought that it is impossible to be in worse circumstance.