Nietzche was damnly right, when he said that what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger. I was about to express but decided to keep calm. Because if something is truth there is no need to claim it or prove it. I got one thing about me, that when somebody or something makes me really upset or destroyed some part of me, it gives me such huge strenght to overpower these things in future. And from one condition I swift to new level, which is harder, better, more challenging. And honestly I am saying thanks to the ones who hurt me with subsequent my successing. Fuck u and thanks for all this damned lessons you left me.

Okay, let's switch to describing more positive things. I had meeting with Fari and Refide and Dogan. I do like seeing them, cause they are older, more experienced, and they give me inspiration to go further, to obtaining my dreams. In this case I can agree with Bruce Lee's quote to learn with smartest, to train with strongest, to be after something that bigger than you. And we formulated new idiom "close pc and go sleep". We were discussing fail of loosing something, or forgetting saving data etc. Since nothing to do it is better to go sleep, clear mind and then try to restore or do it again. SO. No drama, close pc and go sleep.

And what I noticed more, that's sometimes you have bad luck, sometimes others. At the end, all we will be happy.

I know I should do more, should be more focused and more ambitious and I will work on it and one beautiful day I promise I wonder you how I go on. I will wonder even myself. I had thoughts to become ministry of education but it's so freak, and then I decided to stop on dean position, but! Refide gave me good advice: open your own university. And one day I will. Damn I will foundate the university, could I have imagine that? No, but now Im more than sure I will. And this thrilling! This is awesome, I will have my academy and I will do my best!